Sunday, June 29, 2008

It's all about You, Jesus...

"Heart of Worship"
When the music fades
All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You,It's all about You, Jesus

King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You, It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
And it's all about You, It's all about You, Jesus
The words of this song have become so precious to me this week, and especially so tonight. It is so easy to get so caught up in ministry, so busy reaching out to those in need, that you loose your focus on Jesus, and forget the real reason for ministry. And the enemy knows that when we take our eyes off Jesus...and look at the wind and the waves around us...we sink....
...but praise the Lord, we serve a faithful God!

Saturday, June 28, 2008

...public transportation...



"Nou ka konpe la? (We can stand here?) " ...Lounise and I just walked down the hill from the house, and are now at the side of the main street. Lounise nods her head, flashes me a smile, and looks down the road to see if there are any tap-tap's in sight. As we stand in the sun waiting, the sweat begins to pool on my arm, the dust from the passing taxi stings my eyes, and my ears are filled with the blaring of the horn on the quickly approaching motorbike. (We are 'quickly' going to the orphanage to get Cheron's otoscope, so we can check an infected ear.)

We begin walking down the main road toward the orphanage, but before getting too far, a tap-tap roars up behind us, and comes to a screeching halt. It looks full to me, and I'm waiting for Lounise to tell me we need to wait for the next one... when she steps in, and pushes her way forward. I climb in, not wanting to be left behind, and realize that I was right- it was full, but now it is a little more full! The boy balancing on the bumper pounds on the top of the truck, and we start moving. I hold tight, and pray with all my might that I won't fall or get hurt...and suddenly I realize just how ridiculous this is! I am standing, bent over, in the back of a small, covered pick up, between two rows of people, hanging on to the knees of people I have never seen before. I switch one hand to the roof...hoping that I can brace myself a little better, and not pull all the muscles in my neck, and trying my best to pretend that I do this everyday, and that I don't stick out in the crowd.

We screech to a halt ...and I use every muscle I have to keep in a semi-upright position, and pray that no one else gets on, but instead that someone gets off so I can sit! (Lounise had been standing as well, but someone let her sit on their lap.) A women does get off, and Lounise is told to let me sit, so she can sit on my lap. I settle on to the hard bench, trying to act as though I don't notice the 13 pairs of eyes on me. We take off again, the horn blaring- warning anyone in the street that we are coming, and not really stopping for anything, except maybe the huge potholes...

We arrive at the bottom of the road to the orphanage, and Lounise tells the boy on the back we want to get down. He pounds on the top of the truck, and we again come to an abrupt stop. I climb out through the sea of knees, and jump out into the sunlight ... as Lounise hands the boy on the back 10 goudes to pay for our ride.

As we head up the street, -carefully stepping over the water thats running out from under one gate, avoiding the smoldering trash pile by another door, and being careful not to twist our ankles on the washed out part of the road- I realize that I just paid about $0.15 US to experiance a very memorable moment. I continue up the road...my thoughts wandering...until I hear the voices of the kids in the yard, and the gate comes into veiw. Even before we knock, I hear the kids yelling to each other, "It's Miss Katie! Miss Katie is here with Lounise!"

Lounise turns and flashes me another smile as we wait for the guard to unlock the door, and I am once again overwhelmed with the blessings God has bestowed on my life! I realize again that I am one of the most blessed people on earth... experiancing the joy of following the call on my life, and the peace of knowing I am where I belong. I hear the guard approaching, and I smile inspite of myself as I think.... not everyone gets to have a ride like that!
(Yes...those pictures are of tap-taps! It's not the same one I was on...but there is a certain similarity! These pictures were taken downtown, and I was quite a ways out of town, where the potholes are really bad!)

Friday, June 27, 2008

...after church...



The kids...in their Sunday best! We had just gotten home from church, and the team was at the orphanage to see everyone!
They're such happy kids!

Plancher's house



...these pictures are from the day I went out to Plancher's house for the afternoon... The one with me in it was taken by Plancher's daughter, who had never used a camera before! We were sitting (balancing?) in a little cement wall- on the roof!!
The other photo is the new family photo! Plancher and his wife...and their children, Diana, Jonathan, Eloi, and MacEnroe

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

...half way...

I'm having a hard time believing that today markes the half way mark of my stay here in Haiti- but I will admit I haven't had a whole lot of time to entertain the thought! We got up early, and left the house around 6:30, and then met up with the rest of our team, for a 2 1/2 hour road trip out to a mountain village where we did a mobile medical clinic. It was a great ride...but I will admit that it got a little long, bumping along on rough roads, in the back of a truck, and there were a whole bunch of us, so we were really squished...and the water cooler leaked all over me! It was a good trip though...and the clinic went well. It was the last mobile clinic we will be doing with our team. We saw so many precious little children, who just don't have enough food to eat, and even more than that, have no nutritious food, no protein rich food. So many adorable little children with distended bellies, and rusty red hair- a sure sign of Kwarshikore, sever protein deficiency.
Throughout the past few days of clinics, I have seen so much... and had my heart broken as I looked into the eyes of the desperate parents, who are hoping that we can give them "some vitamins" that will make every sickness and rash go away. It is absolutely countless the number of worm/parasite treatments we have prescribed in the past week...and to know that it's only a small percent of the children who are suffering.
It would not be right of me to leave you this picture of pain and sickness, without sharing the joy that also comes with these clinics. We saw many proud mothers, with adorable babies, to day I saw one of the fattest 5 month old little boys ever...and his giggle was so contagious! Also, Jackson, the boy that I had asked for prayer for on Monday, came for his shots on Tuesday, and was already noticably better!
Please keep the many people we have seen and treated in our clinics....that God would bless each of them with health, and understand to protect that health.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008



More of my kids!
... the little boys....Calynx and Kervantz...
These little guys are the youngest boys in the orphanage. They are both four years old...and so cute! This particular morning, all the older kids were at school, so they were at my doorway, playing, and getting all my attention!
...the girls.... Rose, Jenny, Sandra, and Lounise.
They were washing lettuce to make a salad. You never know just how much work making a salad is...until you make it for 50 people! What makes it extra special...is that all that lettuce, all of it.. came from the Cheron's roof top garden!
...and...the boys! This was during the basketball game last weekend...and the boys sitting on the sidelines, looking very cool indeed, are Dieubon, Techlet, and Carl Henry. As you can tell from the looks on their faces... it was a pretty intense game!

Saturday, June 14, 2008

my kids




Ok...so I didn't know I couldn't move these pictures...but it takes long enough to upload them, that I'm gonna leave them for this time!
These pictures are all from yesterday...when we were out at the new orphanage property, getting exercise, playing soccer, and getting an amazing sunburn!
Ok...so, top left...is a Haitian staff worker at the orphanage, Ser Dieula, with three of the girls, Mevline, Medeline, and Rose.
Top right...well...those are my boys! The two that look so serious, Angelo and Garry, really are not! And the one who is making the face, Benjy, well, thats him when Cheron's not watching! Angelo is my personal body guard...and Garry is constantly checking to make sure I'm still his friend!
The bottome picture is me, with a bunch of the kids, shortly after I realized just how bad a sunburn I had! Hitting up against that rough cement wall really made me aware of just how burnt I was. You can kinda see my watch-band line on my wrist...just to give you an idea how white I used to be!!