...Just a couple things I've written up over the past weeks...
Written on September 6th
...When the Music Fades...
"When the music fades, All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring, Something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart
I'll bring You more than a song, For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within, Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You,It's all about You, Jesus"
"...When the music fades...and all is stripped away..." ~When the rush
is over...and you're sitting on a plane by yourself. ~When the crowd
disperses...and you're left standing alone. ~When everyone has said
welcome back...and you feel like they've forgotten you have stories to
tell.~ When I get the email...and find out Christine has been taken
back by her family. ~When people ask if my friends are okay after the
hurricane...and I have no answer, because I haven't been able to
contact anyone for several weeks. ~When I sit in class...and find
myself trying to connect everything that is lectured to cases in
Haiti.~When you stop to listen to God's still, small voice...and
realize He's always there. ~When you see the blessings in each new
day...and know that God loves you and has a perfect plan. ~When the
music fades........
This song became very precious to me this summer while I was in
Haiti... but it has become even more meaningful to me since I got back
in July. The words have challenged me in so many ways... And countless
times I have found myself rehearsing the first lines "When the music
fades...and all is stripped away..." When the schedule slows, and I
refocus...where is my heart of worship? Am I consumed with bringing a
song...or do I put my whole heart into my worship? Is it just what I
do...or is it truely who I am?
It's so hard to believe that I have been back in New York as long as
I have been! And I really do miss my other "home" down in Cap Haitian,
Haiti! I think the hardest part of the adjustment for me has been the
lack of contact/communication with everyone down in Haiti.
It has been a very busy couple of weeks for me...readjusting to
life here, starting a new job, and now, starting my 3rd semester of
Nursing school! But God's hand on my life has been very evident, and
He is so faithful! Daily I am reminded that He has a perfect plan for
my life...and that if I am willing to give Him complete control, He
will perfect it!
I am excited about this semester...and it is incredible how many
things that are discussed in my classes are things that I saw this
summer, and often, really want to know more about! (Learning about
moldy peanuts in Microbiology yesterday probably didn't excite most
people..but I've been wondering about that ever since I heard that was
an issue with the Haitian peanuts!)
I apologize for not keep you in touch with many of you over the
past few weeks...and I wanted to take a few minutes and let you all
know what I am doing, now that I am back in NY....as well as share a
few prayer requests that have come up with in the past 24hrs...
First...the nation of Haiti as a whole... Many of you may know of
the 3 hurricanes that have hit Haiti within the past 3 weeks, and the
4th one that is expected to hit within the next day or two. These
storms have taken many lives...and left countless other homeless and
hungry.Many of the countries crops have been destroyed by floodwaters.
One news report quotes a priest, talking about Hurrican Ike (yet to
hit) "It's going to be hard," he said. "We will try to do what we
can...People are really, really, really scared. We have a very bad
situation," he said. "Please say a prayer for us."
Second...a Haitian friend, Enoch.... he is planning to travel to
Nicaragua within a few weeks, for his work with a medical mission, but
has just found out that his passport is "stuck" at the embassy in Port
au Prince. I believe he was attempting to get it renewed...when the
tropical storms hit...and he is now concerned that he will not have it
completed in time for his trip. Please pray that he will be able to
get his passport, and be able to travel.
I want to thank all of you for your many prayers this summer.... and
for the support and encouragement I have received from so many of you
since I have been back! Those of you that I have not had an
opportunity to see yet... hopefully soon! I will try to be better
about keeping you up to date with what I'm doing...and any future
plans for going back to Haiti!
Please continue to pray for me as I seek out the next step that God has for me!
Written on July 22nd
...Home Again...
" To have the undivided attention of God can be disconcerting until
one realizes that His gaze is tender and full of love and compassion."
We serve such an awesome God... the God of the universe...and He loves
me, and cares about where I am and what happens to me!
I wanted to write and let you all know that I had a safe trip back
to New York on Saturday, and got to my parents house Sunday afternoon.
Thank you for your prayers...I was able to get on the 6 o'clock flight
from Cap Haitian to Port au Prince (that actually left at 6:45) and
made it to the gate for my Port au Prince to Miami flight five minutes
before they called for boarding! I will admit...I prayed ALOT that
morning that I would get through the many lines in time! God is so
faithful!
I was supposed to have 2 hours in Miami...that turned into a very
long 7 hours, due to mechanical issues, but thankfully the flight was
not cancelled...and I finally met up with my family, at JFK, around
10:15 Saturday night.
It has been a blessing to be back with my family, and to see
friends...but I will be honest, I miss my friends down there! However,
it is great to know that, although there is still so much more work to
be done down in Haiti, I accomplished what I was sent for, and it is
time to be back in NY!
During my last week in Haiti, as I thought about coming home and
saying many goodbyes, I was filled with a peace that my call to Haiti
was fulfilled for this summer, and it is now my responsibility to come
back and share with those of you here. To share with you the battles
that are being won through the power of Christ, as well as those that
are still being fought. To encourage you in your part in furthering
the kingdom in foreign countries...either through igniting your
passion to go, or helping to direct the prayers of those who stay!
I look forward to seeing you all soon, and share the many stories and
experiances God allowed in my life over the past few weeks!
God bless you all....thank you so much for you love, support, and most
especially, your prayers!
In Christ's love
~Miss Katie
Written July 15th
I can hardly believe that my seven weeks here in Haiti are really coming to an end! The time has gone soo fast, and there is so much more that I would love to stay and do... But the tickets have been purchased, and I am flying back to New York on Saturday. Going to the airport to confirm my ticket from Cap Haitian to Port au Prince made it very real to me just how near my departure is!
It is a blessing to look back on the past couple weeks and see the things that I have learned, remember the people I have met, and smile at the many experiences I have had (like spending the day at the beach on Saturday, and picking up a star fish...) And although this trip has had its share of challenging moments, the moments of true joy far out-weight the challenges, and make every day more than worth it!
I do request your prayers as I say many goodbyes to many close friends over the next three days. Knowing that I will becoming back at some point in the not-too-distant future does make it a little easier to say goodbye... but it is still a challenge to leave behind the people I have lived, learned, and grown with for the past 7 weeks, as well as the ones that I have a desire help.
Please also pray that I will be able to get on the 6 o'clock flight from Cap Haitian to Port au Prince. As of right now, I am on a Standby list, however, that 6:00 flight is important, so that I can make my 9o'clock flight to Miami!
One last request.... for the kids in the orphanage. Many of them come from very troubled and tragic families, and we are seeing how some issues are still not completely resolved. Please pray that there would be a desire, especially among the older ones, to trully seek after and run after God. We are especially praying that Delince, the "leader" of the teenagers will have a real breakthrough, and that through his change in heart, the others will see God's love and power!
Thank you all so much for your prayers...it has been a blessing to know that even when we get tired and are tempted to be discouraged, that you all are praying for me....I look forward to sharing with you all the many things that God has done in my heart and life while I have been here!